A normal wish in a strange situation !!!
by: Ruba Mimi
a young palestinian journalist
Maybe i do have some saddness about the rockets that fall on Haifa, akka, tabria, and safad! But not sad because of the ppl who were killed there!! as am used to c this disteny ,, ppl killing each others daily !but saddness because These old Palestinian cities where every thing there talks about the history of my land, am 18 years now and I didn’t ever had the chance to see these citie more than twice and am afraid that the falling rockets changes the beauty I read about in every Palestinian novel in these cities!
On the other hand am so sorry about Qana's destiney !it is the second time that a masacre happens there ! Now i wish that i live in a more dangerous place ! Like south Lebanon or Gaza ! I am not acting emotional or kidding ! i mean it ! I wish I was killed by a soldier when i was 24 hours old ! i wish i hade the same fate that many children had in the latest masacre in Qana ! if i was killed ,, I wont be waiting my turn ! or wondering if i'll be a prisioner in the Israelis prisons after finishing studying political science ! or after particiapting in a peacefull demonstration with my palestinian University ! I dunno wuts going on with me ! but am in a strange mode!am loosing my spirituality maybe? I am absorbing hateness! My hateness is growing side by side with my love !
with the little amount of love that left in my heart !
Ruba
19 Comments:
Bless you girls.
We have dreams, and wishes...
I just want to remind you, that these are not dreams or wishes, not at all. These are facts we'll be seeing in the future. Allah promised us, and we know Allah will do His promises eventually.
Untill then, we should stay solid as rocks :)
Abed im not scared im surrownded by my sadness not fear...
This is a whole wrong life we live in...it's good that we keep our faith in anything.. in peace in justice in world and OF COURSE WE BELIVEVE IN ALLAH.
dont worry and if i want to start a new blog i wont close this one because i wont allow them to limit my freedome in expressing too that will be toooo much it will mean death for. but i will take your idea in consideration about other sites.
thank you.....
Peace in the middle east !!
first thing..welcome Ruba to the Blog society..nawarti el Monitor !!
it's obvious that we live in an extraordinary life..with all this struggeling and suffering, i never thought that I will be the one saying this..but try to look to the full side from the cup, in case israel didn't take it as military area because of suspicios moves around the cup..!!
back to the point..and as abed said ALLAH PROMISED US OF THE RTURN OF OUR LAND...and as i alwayz belive " in ba3d el 3osr yosra " so i guess this is maximumm limit of Unfair and oppression as palestinians and lebanese we are living...we the palestinians learnt how to be strong all the way..after all being strong for us is not a matter of circumstances no no no..IT BECAME A HABIT !!
i donno..iam extra hyper today..but i will finish with a qoute that i love " si todo se hunda..yo siguire aui en pie !!"
so keep your head up and your faith higher !
I send you a BIG comforting hug from Munich!!
Ruba, dear, even though it does look bleak or even black now, it MUST get better! Every downhill has GOT to be followed by an uphill!
I can understand your feelings and yes, I can understand your wish to be dead and "not have to wait" as well ... I am asking you though to BE STRONG, HANG IN THERE!!
Something very normal is going on with you Ruba, you are writing what you feel, your emotions .. and that's good so!
WE LOVE YOU ... VERY MUCH EVEN!! I echo Abed, a dear friend ... Allah will fulfill his promises and you WILL see a future, a BRIGHT future that is!!
How old are you and .. where do you live?
MUCH LOVE ... and GOD BLESS YOU!!
thx 4 every1 who did comment on wut i wrote! i love life and i will survive!
I'll be 19 in the 4th of the coming septembre,, i live in Bet-Hanina , a town next to jerusalem ,, but a place surrounded with the wall and checpoints every where,, and I study Journalism and political science at birzeit University,, god bless u all,, may peace prevail on earth ...
Allah ye7meekom..
you make us feel proud!!!
you inspired me, thank you.
Karin: You're the greatest my friend !! Thanks a Million, and thx for crossing your toes :P
Abed, dear ... I love the Palestinian people, you know that! Besides .. I do only what I believe is the right thing .. I always did!
Ruba ... even though I highly respect your courage - Abed does have a point! It has nothing to do with cowardess - it is outsmarting THEM! Think of it ... they don't need a reason to snatch you ... you know that - they fabricate one!
Hi Eman,
Thanks so much for stopping by at my blog ... that was REALLY nice of you! Come over any time - you're always MOST WELCOME!! :)
Karin
you are even nicer than i thought, every day i respect you and like more....
what did you study? how did you know about the conflict here (i mean the truth) ??
i will always visit your blog and you are even more MOST WECOME to visit mine hehe..
Hi Eman,
I am an RN, did a LOT of travelling in my life (back-packing ect, very little money) and got over the years used to NOT simply believe what is "sold" to me as the "truth"! I do my own researc, quite indepth, and that's how I found out. Of course it is easier and MUCH more convenient to simply believe everything ... but then one has to take into account that he/she is constantly fooled and used for propaganda. I am not the kind of type who allows that to happen ...
Read my profile and the post "I guess I need to clarify ...".. maybe that explains a bit more of how I think!
I'll happily stop by - it is a real pleasure to know you!
Thanks SO MUCH for your wonderful compliment .. you almost make me blush! ;)
I like you a LOT too!! :)
Karin...
thats interesting i hope i had the same eager to know the truth way you do..i study journalism but it's part of being a palestinian holding a cause that i want others to know more about..but honestly i dunno if would travell to know other ppls stories the way you do...all respect for your work.
the only right way to know is your way anyway...
..it's not a compliment..you are nice hhh
take care
oh my goooood! am getting more depressed! why shall arabs pay all that taxes! did we hurt any of u? :S
Ruba ... I don't think I can follow you! What do you mean? WHOM do you mean by saying "any of YOU"?
Don't get even more depressed dear ... what's happening all over is depressing enough! Whe shouls help one another to handle it and get out - and not look silently how someone slides even deeper!
Hi Eman,
I find you very nice as well!! :)
You know, it depends all the time what level of importance you give a certain issue! To me the Palestinian cause is very important as it is about injustice ... and how I feel about injustice I guess you read. That might sound weird to you because I am far away and as German certainly not involved .. but - obviously there are people like this! ;)
Journalism is great - it would be my #2! I LOVE writing which I can act out during blogging!
I can't follow Ruba - I have no clue what she means by her comment!
Take good care of yourself!!
sorry when i wrote that comment I was full of anger so frustrated after I saw the latest masacre in lebanon ! and no1 is caring or doing anything against Israel! the whole world is humiliating us "the arabs" ! DISCRIMINATION
Ruba,
Keep your idealism and your dreams.
One day, there will be no "Israel." One day, it will all be Palestine. This mental construct called, "Israel" is built on lies.
John
Thank u John ,,, absolutly true that day will come,,,
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